Pinky's Brain

lets c, my life in a nut shell... lost one job. looking for another. went to NC, had a blast. still single. no prospects. dull.

i read a nicholas sparks book "at first site" and bawled my eyes out. and i am now reading "dear john"

i still esat coast swing dance. i have gotten much better. i am getting more confident with lindy hop. and i am now getting better at cha cha! hehehe. apparently i can west coast swing and i didnt even know it. its a combo of lindy and east coast... i think. but he told me thats the dance i was doing and i wasnt falling down and tripping over my feet, so i guess i do know it lol.

thats about it. maybe my life will get more exciting and i'll have more news

OMG!!! totally wicked awesome dude!!!

wow. just plain freaking WOW!!!

everything was just wow. everyone one was just wow.

everything just came together so perfectly.

PJ, Chad and James were on fire tonight.
joie was glowing and awesome.
whitey was the best!!!
hil added the good touch.
sophia and the guy who i forget his name who plays chase... hilarious.
bevin and skills!!! my skills. i love love love love love him. they added a good touch to round off the ep and take away some of the edge on the drama.
barbara was very much preg and u could tell but i loved her.

nothing bad. normally i have something bad to say. a character i hated, a storyline i hated, something.

nothing tonight.

the best ep ever!

plus there was a laley scene. with a laley flashback. that always makes an ep better hehehe

ok, so i have been trying to read Pride and Prejudice for over a yr now. maybe more. i kept picking it up, reading 3 chapters and putting it down. forgetting what i read and starting all over reading about 3-4 chapters and putting it down.

i have now forced myself to read it. i have 4 other books i want to read SO FREAKING bad. and i cant start them till i finish Pride and Prejudice.

there r 3 volumes to this book. volume 1 has 23 chapters. volume 2 has 19 chapters in it. and volume 3 has 19 chapters as well.

last night i was in volume 2 chapter 1. i read all the way to chapter 5!!! im so excited!

the beginning was really kinda blah to me. but now its picking up and i am getting into it.

but while reading this book i did read Mr. Darcys Diary. his POV on the book. its kinda made me more interested in this book. hehehe.

i like apolo! i cant help it. hes cute lol. but his jive wasnt up to par.

i was SOOO glad they got onto laila for breaking the hold in her tango. seeing as they raked mario over the coals last yr for the same thing.

and ian... omg. the strippers!!! and shirtless. cheryl was having a blast. i loved her laughing.

but to the dancing... um... joey was good as always. but a total geek as kym said. i like starwars, but um, joey... that was a lil TOO far.

i hated that they messed up the camera on ians dance. we didnt c the flub up that the judges harped on him about.

everyone else was kinda ...eh...

DELETED OTH S3 SCENES!!! hehehe.

i cant remember the site i saw them on, but its like WarnerBrothers.com with a / and OTH or something.

i got there from DareToMove.net but Hilarie-Burton.com has one of the clips there.

( wanna know what the scenes are? )

tons of avies

( a peek behind the curtain )

i had to post these pics... they r spoiler pics.

but his hair!!! *screams* its horrid!!!

( scary hair )

new layout again.

as always its PINK!!! but i didnt have to custom this one. it came pink lol.

i might one day do a purple one. seeing as its my second fave color. or do a mixed one of pink and purple.

i have 15 user pics now. all but 3 i made. lol.

Me Made is the creations i make. self explanitory.

GH & OTH avies and a few banners

there r a lot... so bare with me.

i made a lot about 4 months ago but never posted them.
the rest i have made in the last few weeks.


( me made )

ok so its just to the "PLUS" account. meaning i dont pay but i have to have advertising. i selected music movies shopping arts and fun to b what is advertised. i had to pick 5. so nothing about news or crap like that.

i get 15 user pics now. thats the main reason i did it. i was putting new onews up, and i saw that i could get more if i did this PLUS thing. so i did. less hassle that way. but now i get to put more up. meaning i got to find more i like for more shows!!! GAH!! oh well i will have fun with that later.

yup. i got blood work done today and i have MONO!!! a mild case though. GAH! so there r no meds i can take. i have to let it run its corse. but the good thing is that its a mild case. i can still work.

the ex of my best friend realized that we both work together. i have known for about 2 weeks. she saw me today. she came up to me and was like "do u know that *** is getting married?" (i dont want to use his real name) but i looked at her and was like "yeah. i talk to him all the time." she told me that she talked to his mom. but it was perfect when he called me today. i told him i was back in kansas and that i work with his ex and that his ex was talking to his mom. he didnt particulary like that last part. i called his mom and told her i was back cuz she didnt know. but now i cant wait for the ex to come to my room at the daycare to tell me more about **** that i already know and then i can tell her that he called me lol.

so today i went to swing dance lessons. that guy that i talked about last time... he was with another girl ALL night. they were outside talking most of it. :(. i was there with friends, but they were "together" so when ever they danced i was alone. i danced with a few guys and the guy of my friend. but i would stand there and b lonely. made me think that i have been single for over 4 yrs! no prospects or anything. and damn it i miss it! the just knowing that someone is there for you and only you. the hugging the cuddleing. thats what i miss more. just holding my hand for no reason. grrr. and tonight made me miss it more. so i went outside alot. it was raining and it felt good. but when i went outside i saw the guy with the girl. :(.

oh well. life goes on. i like swing dancing and i am going to continue to go. its just fun to dance.

ok so i saw the movie tonight. and i told someone *cough* amber *cough* that i wouldnt tell her anything about it... but i have to post something to get it out of my system.

so... a lil something that wont give anything away:

it was so worth seeing!

there is a very unexpected person in it that i didnt know about that amber loved from another WB show that featured a person she doesnt liked but watched some of the show WITH me to c the guy.

it has a heart at the end, but it is totally utterly hilerious!

and the music in the movie is awesome! right after the movie was over i went stright to wal-mart and got the soundtrack.

pinkys grade for the movie: A+++

bored out of my mind.

messed with my layout. im not great with the HTML so i didnt have alot to work with. but i did what i could.

still with the pink.

i love pink!!!

i live in wilmington!!! with amber!!! hehehe. i am here. i am safe. i am sound.

trying to find a job basically. get on my own 2 sometimes stable feet.

im still getting the hang of live journal. lol. learn something new everyday. but i am working on the colors of this new one. its gonna end up being PINK at the end. i just love pink.

so i emailed my very best friend who is in iraq now. and he made me cry. i just miss him. but he responded like i knew he would.

i deleted my other profile that i had on vampirefreaks. there was no point of it anymore. i was there for a few friends who i guess are not my friends anymore. and i didnt really make any new friends on there. so it go bye bye.

why is it when a girl finds out that her boyfriend was with another girl, and she says she is his girlfriend, why do they fight? why not go after the guy who is obviosly a cheater, leading them both on?

the only thing i can think of is that its a pride thing. but it still doesnt make sense. IF my guy ever did that and the other girl wants to fight, i will just get mad at my guy and tell her to keep the lying cheating scum.

i have a very new, very real obsession with this boy.

i mean i have always thought it was hot. i saw him in sleepover and yours mine and ours. but after recently seeing both movies again, sleepover is like on twice a day now and i keep seeing it. and the more i c it, and the move i c sean in it, the move in love i fall.

i looked him up in imdb, and he was in Pearl Harbor as "dannys gunner" (i am now watching that movie again. and when i spot him, there will b yet another reason to love that movie.)

he was in OTH!!! the search for something more. played a highschool guy, made out with brooke i believe. that was in season 1. i have that season and i will watch it again. i remember him in it sorta, and knowing it was him, but with my new obsession i have to watch it again just to c him. (skills was in that ep, and i never get tired of seeing him)

sean is only 2 yrs older than me. so he is so totally available!!!

and only to fuel my new obsession- i looked for pics of him. and the boy used to b a model and there r some hot i mean HOT pics. shirtless pics.

i am dying *fans self*

i made all these in like 3 or 4 days

Fun In The Sun (pics thnx to roxanne from NQ)
GH assorted
DWTS
OLTL

( pinky's art )